| running = happiness |
[20 Nov 2009|02:01am] |
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sher went to the gym to run today! and it made her feel much much better! :]] she figures that she should stop being lazy and run on a regular basis so it will make her a less angsty kid. hahaha.
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| angsty = vulgar = bad |
[17 Nov 2009|12:32pm] |
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i'm very vulgar when i'm angsty. BAD BAD. :/// i should be more mindful of what i say next time.
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| the past. |
[15 Nov 2009|10:30pm] |
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" Sometimes the past is something you just can't let go of. And sometimes the past is something we'll do anything to forget. And sometimes we learn something new about the past that changes everything we know about the present."
- Grey's Anatomy, Episode 'New History'.
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| pain. |
[13 Nov 2009|09:20pm] |
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"Pain. You just have to ride it out. You can only hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals. There are no solutions, no easy answers, you just breath deep and wait for it to subside."
-Meredith Grey
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| starbucks is love! |
[08 Nov 2009|08:05pm] |
 this makes all things better! except the sore throat that is. hahaha. :]]] |
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| starbucks love! |
[06 Nov 2009|12:29pm] |
somehow, i only feel productive at starucks. maybe its an illusion. but at least i feel good about it. ahhahah. i LOVEEE christmas at starbucks! :]]
badminton last night with raymond was shiok! havent exercised for more than a week cause of fever, which evolved into a sore throat then a cough. my hand is trembling now though. hahaha. but i feel like my playing skills has improved a little bit! :]] the sense of satisfaction when hitting the shutter properly is awesome. its like in hockey and you hit the ball at the 'sweet spot'. i miss that feeling man! floorball doesnt really have a 'sweet spot'. hah. softball does though!
okkay! back to work!
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| silence. |
[01 Nov 2009|03:21pm] |
though it sucks being sick, i like the idea of having lost my voice. :]] gives me an excuse not to want to people. silence is good.
on a side note, i'm glad i went night cycling though i was sick and the rain made me more sick. it was really worth the while! totally forgot how much i miss and love cycling.
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| hall = sick. |
[30 Oct 2009|04:22pm] |
i think staying in hall makes me sick. literally, and not figuratively. the day after i moved back, i had a fever. now, it has turned into a cough thats making me dizzy. wanted to go for softball cause i could use the chance to grab some fresh air. but i think i would probably swing the bat and instead of hitting the ball, the bat might fly. hahaha. so yes..
and theres night cycling tonight.. it was something that i was looking forward to. but some many are not going.. and i really dont know if i have the ability to cycle all night. :/// decisions decisions!
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| dream. |
[27 Oct 2009|04:56pm] |
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i'm feeling highly disturbed cause of my dream/nightmare now. its terribly random and nonsensical but anyway, this is what happened:
joan, yh and i were swimming and fooling around while looking at hot guys (okay. this is quite embarrassing). and the next thing i knew, i was on bintan's beach where xue was throwing a wonderful party with great food! xue was also telling us about the super cool blue pick-up truck which she bought for 10bucks. and she said at certain angles, the truck look more feminine than others. so basically, we were all there enjoying the sun and the beach. we were sitting quite far up on the beach where the berm is. but suddenly, there was this really huge wave that came all the way up and wet our butts cause we couldnt move in time. after the freak wave incident, the tide withdrew a helll lot. everyone was just staring at it. but it was obviously a sign of an impending tsunami. so i tried to get everyone to move. and some people, like raymond, was too shocked to move and continued sitting down. literally had to drag him up. the next thing we knew was that we were running for our dear lives. and after what seem like eternerty, we were all in the lobby area of some hotel. and we were deciding which way we could drive back to singapore cause all the coastal roads were close. somehow, the expressways were closed to. and suddenly, my dad and all his golf mates were there. together with some dudes from my honours class. we were calculating the velocity and wave height , trying to predict what would happen if the tsunami went through the straits of malaysia. would the causeway be standing? was it high enough etc. and then, my uncle woke me up.
oh man. i honestly should stop dreaming. it freaks me out alot. :// coastal management is really haunting me.
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| -hugs |
[27 Oct 2009|01:35am] |
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| to my dear hall neighbours. |
[26 Oct 2009|10:24am] |
hey neighbours!
please dont be worried about me. i'm honestly fine. i'm not hiding away from hall cause i'm upset about things. in fact, i dont think there's anything that i'm upset about. i just thought i should spend more time with my grams and family esp since my house will be relatively quiet with my dad in seattle and my bro in army. and i guess i'm just enjoying life at home! i miss having a glass of freshly squeezed fruit and vegetable juice waiting for me at the breakfast table everyday. and i miss having a nice good shower with decent water pressure! hahaha. and i kinda miss having wireless connection that allows me to work everywhere including on my bed and in the toilet. somehow, i love working in my toilet. its my refuge away from the world. hahahah. and its has natural lighting with a high ceiling and most of all, its super clean! HAHAHA. and i think i need to know how is it like to stay at home but still attend school in the event that i dont stay in hall anymore. so yes, please dont be worried. and its not like i'm totally disappearing from the face of the earth. i'm still contactable through msn and email! and i'll be back today afternoon to grab some clothes before going for class. and i guess i'll be back on tues night for 30th meeting.
anyway! sorry joanie for pang sehing you today!! :/// really dont feel like lugging my books plus laptop out. ://
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| dont text me. |
[25 Oct 2009|03:52pm] |
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i've decided to live without a phone for a while. so dont bother texting me. you could try msn or email instead. hahah.
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| phone sucks. |
[24 Oct 2009|11:52pm] |
growl! my stupid phone wouldnt charge and its really irritating the hell out of me. phones have been giving me so much problems that i feel like giving them up altogether. but i guess thats not really gonna happen cause we're all so reliant on our phones. ://
anyways, nike run was pretty fun! though its10km, its prob the furthest i've ever ran. and i totally died at the end. my back was hurting like shit. and guess what, i'm accompanying my grams to kusu island tmr. honestly hope i wont die. hahahah.
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| chinese songs. |
[19 Oct 2009|08:14pm] |
in the mood for chinese songs. :]]
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| highly stressed. |
[18 Oct 2009|02:40pm] |
i think i am highly stressed due to the fact that some parts of my mind and body can't seem to grapple with the idea that my HONOURS essay and presentation is due on tuesday at 9am and i'm not even half way through the essay and totally have not started on my presentation slides. ://
someone please kick some sense into me. i gave up having lunch/dinner with friends and family so i can get some work done. but all i have been doing is stare at my comp and readings aimlessly.
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| family lunch! |
[17 Oct 2009|04:51pm] |
since my parents decided to book themselves a room to swissotel on my birthday weekend, they made up for it by buying us lunch at equinox. actually, i think dad wanted to book the room for me, but i turned it down cause i think they don't have internet connection and i wouldnt be able to do my essay. oh wells. i better do well or at least not flop for my assignments this week. i'm giving up so much for them! hahaha.
lunch was good! feel so stuffed now that i think i can skip dinner. hahaha. i'm so tempted to sleep. but i have to rush my essay out by today. no more delaying! if not i'll be reallly screwed.
alright. here's some photos from my lousy camera!
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| friday! |
[16 Oct 2009|07:24pm] |
wow. just ended 5hours of project meeting. i love working with this group. just that the durations of our project meetings are insane. the last time we met, we worked for 11hours. from 130pm till 12am. my brains were totally malfunctioning by the end of it. glad that we're almost done. this module is so taxing. the lecturer provides us with so little information and help but expects so much from us.
oh wells. for now, i shall just enjoy my instant noodles and watch a little of tv before getting back to rush my essay and presentation. :]]
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| mid-week! |
[15 Oct 2009|11:48am] |
well, i guess i can say that i've been surviving pretty well despite the insane amount of deadlines. but the worse has yet to come. next week is probably going to be the most insane week in my 3 years of uni life. my honours module essay and presentation is making me freak out big time cause i have yet to get started and normally, people will take 2 weeks to do it. now, i have 5 days to complete it. so i guess i'll be keeping my sunday, which happens to be my 21st, free to do my essay. how sad is that. ahahha. but anyone is free to date me to study/work! :]] hahahha.
okay.. time to get back to work and make up for lost time. on a side note, i've been really tired lately, despite sleeping more than i usually do in year 1 and 2. hmmm. quite puzzling.
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| hugs will save us. |
[13 Oct 2009|01:49pm] |
 isnt this so cute? hahahah. this shall be dedicated to all my dear friends who love hugs!! hahahha! |
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| tomorrow is monday. |
[11 Oct 2009|01:04pm] |
 and the essay, of which i've only written 1 paragraph is due. |
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